Current location:	home
Current mood:	restless
Current music:	black light burns - lie

long time no see. i know. im sorrry. but ive been busy. you know with buying the house, moving, several trips to california, etc. etc. so heres the long lost update:

1. the house is ok. 3 bedrooms, all wood floor, huge kitchen, my own yard... but im sick of it. the fun of having a new house ran out probably 4 months after buying it. im just not ready to have to deal with the responsibility of paying bills, maintaining a house, playing family. im over it.

2. im enrolled in college... again. hopefully ill used this major and hopefully i wont waste another two years of time and money. this time im going for computer tech. and programming. eventually i will hopefully make alot of money. my schedule is mon - fri 8-2. not bad but i miss the old days of all classes after 10.

3. i will admit it: i wish i had waiting on getting married. you all were right. it seemed like a good idea at the time. i still love alex, dont get me wrong, but i would do anything to be only a fiance or girlfriend again. just another set of responsibilities i dont want to have.

4. i have a dog (actually a choodle) named oreo. see my myspace pix to see her. she keeps me sane and i love her to death.

5. i am unfortunately still working at marshalls. i only stay with them because its so flexible. they will basically work around whatever comes up, and with school and vacations coming up its good to have a flexible job.

6. i feel as though my life is falling apart. with andrew going to college in the fall and my meme moving in, and me living here, its just not the life ive always had and it makes me so depressed. im just not handling the growing up thing very well.

thats about it so far. oh, and no kids, thank god. but i will be updating again. sorry for the absence.


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